What have I done wrong? How can I start over?

Nothing wrong working on that happy ever after with u Anne even coworker with tell u got my heart George tell u that or Vivian hell even Dave could tell u that what advice could I give u could u do no wrong in my eyes if your with me only advice I give u like other women of my past don't cheat be loving loyal like myself what other costars women mess up on women mess up on all I ever wanted make love all time. Be by each other sides adventures good times grow grey old have angel babys in future realiship take time love take time eventually right nope too busy trying to make it all complicated trying to impress me well u just impress me like u being your self workout with us amazing as I find u amazing beautiful no words for it all women may fallen under my spell I fallen under ur I fall under your spell really see it in eyes say to each other when I see u always compare yourself to other super star women shouldnt they failed cause of ego all I wanted was the above ° well if u that want amazing do know happy evernin progress after this love story of mine ours everyone love story workouts out in the end well u know what Iam about u more then have me. thats what u want if not babe well be with other Godess women . But to me at this point there only u Godess in my heart I think about your there u got my heart never left but want it to be u why I waited turn down many women waiting on u some got angry call me gay not case not even in realiship yet couldn't hurt u knew when u follow me past this whole time before the thought me with another women kill u inside been through that pain before cheaters till u had clarity it been u silly u see this billionsaire ex want me back like I'm owe a lot of money earn biggest star .she could fix my life problems instantly if I said yes to that cheater fuck no she still terrorize me forgave her this day any man or women say take money be with billionaire cheater not me I chose u mutal crush u Anne well want it to workout more then anything does not well there all these other women I been turning down left right there beautiful simaler to u there just not u hell not even togather it crush and mutualcrush couldnt even cheat on u loyal to crush that love for u other women basically but there pussys on patter for me walk away with grace and love loyaly for u even got all other women after me and men costars don't listen to them as it no one business but between me and u they tell me I should give up given enough love engery towardsnu cause other women want me my engery love right want that best in sac bull of bulls love god sex god e.t best in world facts not bragging u got it my heart u stole momment I met u while I was in realiship with other costar didnt even notice it at first what's going on why does every night before i go sleep or thought dift go back to u why I ask myself I got focus I do me then there Iam are training shadow fighting in my head at gym training then making music doing all these things I step out side hit my vape there u are again ur image appears as if u right before me before my give me look eyes make me smile then I get right back working towards working the future u know I don't ask u out at your work I don't want to embrass u in the front of your coworker s they all know u got my heart they know u feel the same to u get all awarked around me can't open up at gym cause your busy working out in your own world I hate when people brother me when training why I use train alone at home gym but I'm world biggest star I have too seen around people going to star training people always prefer my training to be private give me edge well realize watching everyone in gym and around world I always had the edge what I do make look it so easy men around and women in love and admired around world look up to me and in gym even one trying to compete I watch them look at me admiring and also watch there egos get shatter like how is he doing that well cause doing my dreams turn them all in to reality not letting anyone stop me it just me verse me man in mirror my shadow well what use fighter call shadow fighting well everyday just stronger faster better all I hear in my ahead is not good enough im world best hold title as world antihero yet my mind scream at me iam full of love and happyness yet back my head it scream at what about next threat next challenge years done the road. u know told my mom she going to Greece with my sister this coming summer said you be more then fine your world antihero mother they treat u like royalty Iam know. As the gladiator of gladiator s world anti-hero just like Russel Crowe they all treat u like royalty there Iam world hero anyways that's enough shareing my heart on my sleeve like normal for the world to see working on that happy ever after want it to be u workouts amazing if not can't sweat don't want those words to hurt u as I've been hurt some many times in past as best lover or sex god bull of bulls all cause that billionaire wants me back u know she tattoo all these women had them get fuck by other dudes try to get me jealous hurt me so sad pathic show she had eyes on me all times why I told her I rather fuck all these other women in world then ever be with u my billionaire ex till end of time then be with u womem a control freak forgave her have unconditional love for that one want her to be happy .from what she did in past .to try and hurt me. Forgave her well working on that happy ever after with u Anne want to work out if that what u want works amazing working on that happy ever after in progress if u amazing if not love always wins if yes amazing be someone else but I still got my heart not move on Anne u mean everything to me this talk face to face not here but I let whole world know fuck it for crush I come on very strong like normal just who Iam work out that furture I want for us does not be furture with another goddess same apply but u got my heart haven't move on so there your clarity I got all love heart it's been your this whole and it's u sweetheart I can be difficult little moody at times Iam most famous person world living legend so everyone wants my attention you only one that's had it even when I talk with other women or men try to steal it goes right back too u so as if none.else exist yup were Iam at in this very deep like know deeper then ocean like they sing about me anyways well working happy ever in progress back to bed yawn got smash them gym make music well it laundry day yawns well it all workout in end happy ever after still can believe she had all them women tattoo u up and fuck by losers try hurt me with symbols and signs try to hurt me get me jealous Jesus that billionaire women lost mind Anne anyways where Iam at ATM world antihero love god sex god e.t. best is yet to come as biggest star.